Johnny appoint Pernille to be

Mobile buzz in the bag. Pernille Fabricius when not to take it, and all that she hears on the answering machine, is a deep sigh. She is terrified of her husband is seriously ill with cancer. gcomm She hurries home, but on the road calling emergency services and says that her husband gcomm is on his way to Amager Hospital in an ambulance.
It was a beautiful summer day in early September, but in the waiting room inside the medical center in Tårnby was dark. Here waited Pernille in one of the curry yellow chairs, while her husband was to study.
It was a few weeks ago the couple came home from one of their many trips to favorite spot in Portugal, and as always, it was a great trip, something was different. Johnny was not so enthusiastic about food, as usual, he had lost weight gcomm and was paler than usual.
Pernille clearly remembers that she was nervous when the doctor came and asked if she was Johnny's wife. Inside the doctor she kept Johnny in his hand, and it flowed into the light. It hit them in their faces, and Pernille thought that maybe it was like a happy film, where they were to be told that all was well. But it was not.
Johnny was stiff in the face, and Wendy began to big hoot. With a chance of survival at five percent was the happy and carefree life for the couple suddenly disappeared and they should adjust to another life.
The cancer has a massive roof of Johnny, who quickly gets worse. There will not be long before doctors says that he can not get well, and that he can only get palliative treatment. He drops further and is very tired. The tumor in the throat bleed, gcomm and weekly blood transfusions at the hospital becomes part of everyday life.
At home switches Pernille gcomm between being a wife and a nurse. She controls gcomm his pills, prescribes protein drink and A38 on exact times and massaging his feet and legs, which is becoming weaker and weaker. He's a stick, and one day he can not rise from his chair. He has been paralyzed in the legs.
"I could not hold to be in both places. Every time I cycled towards work tuede I all the way. When I reached Peter Bangs Vej, I dried her tears, took skoleinspektrice-smile on, and tried to focus on the work, "she says.
Johnny appoint Pernille to be "communications officer". She will periodically write positive e-mails to friends and family and make sure that their children calling gcomm before they come to visit. He does not want people gcomm to know how sick he is. It is a play for Pernille, and she has no one to tell.
"No," exclaims Pernille Fabricius, first gently and then more: "NO!". She stands in his red winter gcomm jacket in the emergency room at Amager gcomm Hospital, where ambulance should have used Johnny go. The phone, as she cried in, she throws at her as though she suddenly burn themselves on it. She slowly slides down the wall and onto the floor.
That morning had Pernille waved goodbye to her husband through the window of their house. He sat in his wheelchair with a bowl A38. It was the last time she saw him alive. On Amager Hospital, she sees him again, but when he's gcomm dead - a little blue in the face and sunken cheeks, and one foot lying slightly askew, like usual. She thinks it feels wrong to kiss him, but she strokes his arm, which is still slightly warm. Again and again. And while the tears flowing down her cheeks, she says goodbye.
The practical thing was to deal with. She had planned the funeral, she had delivered the speech as she had planned, and she got put yellow roses on the coffin. Johnny gcomm had always given her yellow roses, and now it was her turn to give them back.
Slowly she came out of the mist again. There was especially a thought that helped her on the way, Johnny wanted so much to live, and it would be unfair to him if she lived her life, when she had it.
When Johnny died, she went to pieces inside. Now, nearly gcomm two years later, she feels that the pieces have been glued roughly together, but she never think that the grief leaves her completely. Although it still hits her hard that she was not there when he died, she appears today that it was a good way, it happened.